HELP I CAN'T GET IN!!!!!

OK all you private bloggers I need to be invited to your blogs. please contact me so that I can give you an E- mail.

I feel bad that I can't post on some of your blogs and get into others. So Please let me in.

I thought I was ready.

Christmas is less than a week away and I thought I was almost ready. Ha! Ha! Ha! Why is it the last minute things that seem so overwhelming? It is funny that I always think- Oh, I just have 2 or 3 things left to do. Those 2 or 3 things are always the hardest things, that it why I have procrastinated them the longest. Oh, well would it even feel like Christmas if I was not pushing things to the last minute????? I hope you all are doing better than I am.

So I'm a little sad.

"Why?" You might ask. " Well I'm not sure." I would reply and that would be the truth too. I think part of it has to do with being disappointed. At least thats the emotion I think I'm feeling. I'm disappointed that Mandys not getting married on the 19th. I'm disappointed that I am constantly saying the wrong things and making people mad. I'm disappointed that everywhere I go I find people looking to be offended and mistreated. I'm disappointed that I can't  fix everything. I'm disappointed because the harder I try to become better the more, it seems, I fail. I'm just disappointed. 

Holiday Rush

So this week has been crazy. I love Christmas and I also really love all the busyness (is that a word?) that goes with it but, my biggest problem is that time goes too quick. It seems that I never get to enjoy something before it is gone. We had a really great relief society enrichment for christmas they did a play on the parable of the ten virgins. It was really well done and got me thinking. They brought out the point that we can share our light with others but, we can't share our oil or our lamp. I hope I am investing enough of my "Busyness" on filling my lamp. And all of my friends and family are to. I can't help but think that with the way time flies it won't be long before the bride groom comes. I love all of you and wish you all a Very Merry Christmas!!!!!!!